Honestly I can’t even believe how big I used to be and how in denial I was about how big I used to be. Even though my birth control fucked me up and malnutrition me, I like my body now more than I did before. My legs are thinner, my arms are thinner, idk this is just the old e.d talking. I really shouldn’t post this but this is how I feel.
I broke up with the guy of my dreams because he was too perfect. I feel so shitty today… why am I so fucking stupid. Did I truly make a huge mistake? Could I potentially love you as well? I just want to tear my skin apart. I’m starting to feel broken again. Now that you’re gone I want to love you ..
Please don’t love her more than you loved me. I’m supposed to let you go, but once a former “loved one” seems to have found happiness without you, it kills and brings a sudden emptiness. Even if that “loved one” mentally and physically fucked you up.
Thank you so much , as are you💕